There comes a time in your life where you have taken care of everybody and everybody's everything. You start to wonder what your purpose is or was here on earth. You know it was to do more then to help others. The gets to be a time where you have taken care of everything and you have maybe some spare time on your hands and you may start to wonder " what is my purpose?" The great thing about this is it is never to late to do ANYTHING you want to do. What is your purpose in life? It is for you to be happy and to be the best you that you can be. When you are truly happy you will feel fulfilled. No one can tell you what that is. You have to make that decision. It may take you months or years. You may try many things and still not know but that great part about it is that you are finally exploring yourself and your life and what is to your highest good. Never let anyone stand in the way of your happiness because after all this is YOUR life. 

When the season come we enjoy the many changes of all the beauty around us. Like the temperatures, grass, trees, flowers and the energy of everything including people. in Colorado our state tree is the Aspen. There would be people coming from all over the world to see all the beauty it has to offer in the fall when the leaves are changing. It is a sight to behold. You see the many changes of that tree throughout the year. In the fall it is at its most beautiful state and then winter comes and all the leaves fall off. They look like they are dead in the winter. Come spring with lots of sunshine, rain, warmth and love from mother nature the tree start to get leaves and thrive again and become beautiful.

Thats how our own lives may be sometimes. We may be feeling like we are no longer thriving (leafless) and at times we may feel dead inside or that there is no way of coming back to life. To thrive we need that nurturing just like all things. Without that attention and nurturing we feel like we are not at our fullest. We must first get that nurturing from ourselves. We deserve our own love and attention like we give to others. We are worthy of our own love.